The meds are as needed and I figured I'm better off using them when I have to work rather than weekends unless I am feeling really off. Today I didn't feel quite as anxious even though there was some anxiety related to my lesson planning. My blood pressure is also back to normal. Actually it was even kind of low today.
I'm back to wanting to quit. But I think I'm always like that on weekends. There are 10 weeks left. I will take it one day at a time. One week at a time. I'm home now but h is still house sitting. I am surpringly ok. Not obsessing over what he may or may not be doing. I guess a night out with a little flirting was what I needed to get out of my head.
Hello mustardseed,
I have been trying to catch up with your situation. I think you have come a long way!
Not obsessing about what your H may or may not be doing is wonderful. (I wish I could get to that point about my W.)
Hang in there -- we're rooting for you!
Bob
Me:55 yrs/W:51 yrs (has MS) M:14 yrs T:15 yrs No children together--3 each from previous marriages Wife Moved Out: 10/19/14 Wife Filed for Divorce: 10/20/14 Divorce Final: 10/21/15
