I am having a lot of trouble with obsessing with thoughts about the divorce.

It's just all I think about.

I yearn so deeply for her to just say "let's try".

Part of the issue is that I feel so rejected and inadequate right now. I feel like such a failure.

One of the reasons yesterday was so good for me was that I had such great time with the kids and I really felt good about myself.

I'm still just venting.

Off to read Sandy's rules.

Me: 35 Her (WAW): 34
D8, S5, D2
T:16, M:9
BD + D: 4/3/2015
EA Confirmed 5/6/2015
Separation under the same roof