What worked last night was to feel my way through my body telling each part to relax. STBX has been furious with me about the settlement agreement. I'm tired of putting up with his tantrums and told him to take the emotion out of it and just be generous so we could move on.
I suspect this is going to get worse before it gets better. It wasn't enough to sleep around, date when he said he wouldn't, and spend hundreds of dollars on dates and bar crawls. Now he has to act like I'm being punitive with the settlement. I can't wait till this is all over. He's so unspeakably selfish.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
