W sent me a Christian song via email today... said she thought I might like it (given my recent interest in Christian music that I've shared with her) and said she really likes this particular song...
I do like it... I hope she is really listening to it a lot and that this is a sign that God is working on this situation and that eventually He will take her hand, wake her up from the fog, and lead her further along through the tunnel and out where the real work (inside of herself) can begin...
For now she's -- still in Replay, "in love" w/OW, and looking forward to me being out of the house... But at least I do see answer to some of my prayers that she will find her way back to God.
I'm really looking forward to this upcoming week. I should get word from HR about going up to their office to start on the paperwork for the new job -- and then should get an idea of an official start date. Feeling such a sense of relief that I secured this job -- it solves so many problems for me individually and for us as a family, and it also replaces some missing puzzle pieces of my "self" that have been missing since I resigned from full-time work to be a WAHM mom. Such a great feeling inside... Life is getting better every day. :-)
Me 48, Her 50 (Same-Sex Couple) 3 Children Together: 9.5 years before BD BD: Week of 10/27/14 ExW started EA w OW 9/2014 ExW married OW 12/2015
