Complex #7 - the green(-card) mile

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Thanks Alpha. Definitely a tricky question. I don't think there is a right or wrong answer.
I did have fun. It was actually a little awkward but it was a fun day.

To me it is also a step in moving on. Testing the water, gaining some experience, reflect on my feelings, figure out what I really truly want, see how my life could be. My goal is not to make W jealous. Just want to enjoy my own life. At no one else's cost!
I still want to treat W with the utmost of respect, understand her, etc. But I wouldn't mind if she sees I am moving on. I am not planning to slip into another relationship or anything. I'm not ready for that, not even close. I'm just slowly and cautiously starting to open other doors.
Doing what I did was a good experience overall. It really helped me personally.

But like I said. It's tricky to judge. It really depends on the how's and whys etc.