I'm with you, Maybell. As for the anxiety, I've found meditation helpful -- even though I find it difficult and don't do it perfectly. Even then, it helps. Having a mantra that immediately triggers my brain to release the cycle of anxious thoughts has helped tremendously, and my sleep has improved. I was always skeptical and too impatient to meditate, but now I'm glad I'm making the effort. Might be worth trying . . . Hugs.
M: 43 H: 39 D: 14 Married 15 Together 16 BD: 6/2014 S: 8/2014 OW revealed 10/2014 Instigated dissolution 12/2014, in progress So over it!