I have had a great weekend with the kids. Thanks to all of you for helping me to get the focus back on the children. Otherwise I would have missed a wonderful time with people that I love. S10 did not want to let me go. Right under her nose: "don't leave daddy, stay with us"
W is still exhausted and looks worried. She lost even more weight. She said it's not a health issue, she would take care of her nutrition. Why is she not happy? She got rid of me, has a new love in her head and can start a new life. She should have bright eyes and a big smile on her face. What kind of "falling in love" is this?


Me 46
W 45
S16 D14 S10
M 20 yrs in June T22
12/14 sleeping in different rooms
01/07/15 she said she wants a separation
02/26/15 I moved out