Bright, I'm sorry if you learned some things that didn't sit well w/you. This trip was an eye opening experience for you. I'm so sorry you had to either see or hear some things that disgusted you.
Digest what you've seen/heard and if you want to talk about it, we are hear to listen. Yes, you can feel disgusted by what he's been up to and yet, you have to feel sorry for him because he's lost a lot along the way and making a possible fool of himself.
Please take care of yourself and travel safely.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
