I to have browsed a dating site and it makes you realise there are loads of great women out there. The world does not start and end with your wife. If it doesn't work out with her you will find happiness with someone else. Your still plenty young and from your posts have a lot to offer
All in good time...
Me:40 W:35 D:8 T:13 M:10 WAW: 7/14 PA Discovered: 1/15 at least 6 months Moved out and moved on