NH, I'm sorry to hear you're feeling this way. I've been quite heartened by what's been happening in your sitch lately, and I do think there has been a 'shift' in your W.

I know it's hard, and I can understand you feeling this way - but if you think of the analogy of the man going up the stairs with a yo you - is the overall trend upwards?

Only you can decide what you want NH, but give yourself time for things to sit with you and keep posting my friend...

((((NH))))

T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus