Hi all! Had a great day with the kids. The oldest is over at a friends. And both the young two have friends over. I haven't heard so much laughter in the house in a long time. Me and the oldest got some great news today. He got invited to move up a couple of age groups in baseball this year for summer baseball. I told him this year he would have to except that in some sports he or his friends would move up age levels. Which he is the first. I'm so very proud. You don't even understand. Plus he is handling it under extrem sircustanses. He vented a lot to me today and to his brother and sister after his basketball tourney.

First time he let a lot out in a long time. Thought I would have a couple of holes in my wall at the end of it. But he just hit the pillows instead. I think it helped him a great amount. His sister of course was talking about how she is so excited for moms new place. And he went off. She not going there just like all the other places. If she does it's maybe for a year and then she'll move again. And maybe she will move far away. Then maybe she will come visit me. That's her choice I don't care anymore. She's not our mom and hasn't been in a long time. I don't know who she is but she's not mom.

He holds so much in so it was good to see it come out. I didn't like that much anger towards his mom but they are his feelings. I was just so happy to see him let them out. The daughter just wants to believe so much in her mom. It's so hard to see so much pain in them and not be able to help much.

Happy to have my kids laughing. Makes it a great night!

Thanks
3kids


M36/W30
S13,D10,S6
Married 4.5 together 12
Bomb 1/14
EA/PA OM 1/14 still going
Served 2/14/14
Separated 3/14
D paused 6/14
6/15 divorced