Between Easter and the almost kiss yesterday, it has been tough. She has been calling/texting more than usual, which is weird. I know she is no longer talking to either of the guys she initially was having an EA with. There is a new guy in her life, but he sounds like a jackass, so good on her. Frankly any guy dumb enough to stick his thing in her devil chute deserves what he gets.

I think the hardest part of seeing her, is I DO see a glimpse of the "old" her peak out. That is the one I love, that is the one I miss, that is the one I yearn for, but almost like a light switch, the "new" her comes out and that is that.

Best advice I can give anyone is detach. No matter the cost. No matter the heartache. No matter what. Do it. YOU will be better for it.

Me: 38
W: 32
S10 D6
T: 10 (02/2004)
M: 7 (12/2007)
Separation 02/2015
OM confirmed 01/2015,
D mentioned 12/2014
D finalized 9/2016