I'm trying I really am- it drives me mad how much my son has seen and heard. I don't want to look back at his first year like this. I haven't, I don't really live near any family or friends. And only a couple friends know what's happening with us. My family don't even know. I'm limited on what to do in the evening without a sitter too. I do feel like booking into a motel or something. But I feel I'm pouring gas onto a fire if I do that.
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
