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[Closer2]

She has been talking about marriage with OM since Nov. She saved the text messages in a document. Every single one she's ever sent him in emails, text, FB chats. Almost 1000 pages..crazy. They've been friends since high school so most of it was just chit chat. It looks like the EA started about the time she told me back on D-Day. D-Day was in Dec and she told me the A started in Oct. That's about the only part that was truthful.

I'm really glad I found out. I knew there was more to the A than an EA. I haven't snooped in weeks, but I've had this feeling lately that there's was more going on than I knew. My hunch radar was going off the charts.

It hurt like hell to read what I did, but it has certainly given me the strength I need to just let her go. I don't have much hope left, if any. That's not as hard to accept as I thought it would be. When I started posting here, hope was what kept me going and working on my self. I feel better mentally and physically now, than when I first discovered DB.

I like the changes I've made and I know my kids are happier around me. Even my STBX pointed out the changes I have made when we talked tonight. She said she feels attracted to me now and is feeling feelings she didn't feel two months ago. I don't think she's blowing smoke about the attraction, but she thinks I'll hang out and be plan b.

I feel less attraction and love towards her. I don't know her anymore and I don't like the person she has become.

I'm setting her free. She can go.