So my WW was over yesterday to get the kids from my place. In the last week or so she bought a new car, dyed her hair a completely different color and starts a new job on Monday. She kept talking about her new hair and I just said it looked "nice" and that was about it. She knew she wasn't getting the attention from me that she is used to, so instead she started talking about our D accidentally headbutting her and splitting her lip. She flipped her lower lip down to show me and I got closer, for some reason, everything in me, wanted to lean in and kiss her. I don't know if it was habit or what. In the end I relented, but quickly said "I just about kissed you..." She blushed and said "Yeah, that would have been awkward..." and we laughed for a second. For the rest of the night I thought about what could have happened had I.
That was really one of the first times I thought about something like that with her in a LONG time. I still love her, she has a spot in my heart, but much like my ex girlfriends, she is slowly fading from it. Anyways, just wanted to give you all an update.
Me: 38 W: 32 S10 D6 T: 10 (02/2004) M: 7 (12/2007) Separation 02/2015 OM confirmed 01/2015, D mentioned 12/2014 D finalized 9/2016
