Win,
Look at my sitch. you just described me to a T. don't move out, see a counselor. i know that sexual abuse makes it hard for you to connect and you are always waiting to be abandoned. but in that fear, you are always testing and pushing folks away to see if they will really stay. i know i did. seek help!! read my sitch and don't do what i did. best of luck.

M40 XW35
M11 T15
S9 D5
Bomb 6/3/14
Papers del 10/3/14
D final 12/5/14

I wish I could love you and make you believe it
'Cause that's all you ever wanted
From me