I got in trouble two months ago because I took a sick day from work (but it was perceived as a personal day, due to BD). I understand how it can all happen.
Your new job (other than to find a new job) is to make yourself strong, like Mr. Bond says. Yes, this all [censored] right now, but I truly believe you will preserve from it. A favorite quote of mine comes from J.K. Rowling in which she says, "rock bottom is the foundation upon which I built my life."
Hang in there!
M:32,H 32 T:10, M5 BD/H Move Out: 9/2014 - extreme anger H Mental Illness Diagnosis: 4/15 Served D Papers: 10/15 Divorced: 11/15
