I don't mind at all. Thanks. I'm holding up a lot better than I thought. I thought moving out was going to be the end of me.
Really all I do is work sleep and workout lol sounds sad right? I work midnight shift because my daughter has food allergies and after school program wasnt the best at telling us when they were giving the kids something like ice cream or cake so I could bring in something for her and it was upsetting her. Because of that I work midnight shift 10p-6a. So I work get home sleep till time to pick her up from school and take her to her mom and workout and then work. I have new days off starting this week. After 3 years of having Tuesdays and Wednesdays off I'm off Thursdays and Fridays so I'm going out with a few friends tonight that I normally wouldn't see.
Interactions I think you mean my ex and I? We see or talk daily. She has our daughter this week for spring break and has sent me a lot of pictures of our daughter. There's a lot of what id call "optional conversation" from her. She'll say"she did the cutest thing " or sometimes she'll still talk to me about her day eventhough I used to hate that because it's usually negative but since this whole thing started I've realized she's just venting. Were going on a family vacation to Disney world in October. Just the 3 of us. So I'm looking forward to that already.
I'm unsure of what my next steps should be. I feel like I should keep doing what I'm doing. Definitely no mention about the relationship because that is gone but that's a good thing. In therapy she said if we were to get back together we would have to start completely over.
Me 38 Her 38 Daughter 7 Married 11 Together 16 BD 3/21/14 Moved out 3/8/15 D final 3/11/15