Confused and mix messages. Part 3

[Cherry]

Thank you zephyr, I am- I know I am. And I know I am more of a woman than this ow. She is a pair of ears and a mouth telling him the stuff he wants to hear. I told him i was going out (white lie, no way I am- been sick all day but he don't need to know that). He asked where, I said why? He got a little angry and said "alone" so I said no, I'll meet some mates.
Probably wrong, but I dunno, I didn't wanna seem like he breezes in for literally 5 mins and I am sat here needy looking. Helllll naaaa. I just hope him thinking I'm going out makes him do something stupid but - I can't control him. I guess I'll get baby to bed, then have a pamper evening. Face mask, nails. Pedicure. And then a nice internet shopping spree I think.