Yes, you're right I am no where near detached. Does he hold the cards? Yes and no. He does to a point, he knows D isn't what I want which allows him to continue with what he's doing. On the other hand, I can make him show his hand...I'm choosing not to at this point because I'm not ready.
Definitely need to keep working on me. Going to focus on more GAL. I went to a BBQ at the beach last night and saw friends I haven't seen in a while. That's always nice.
H had taken D13 to practice as as always she texts me "what's for dinner?" on their way home. I told he I wasn't home and she asked where I was. I gave her short answers. When I got home I went in the garage to talk to H (D13 had her 1st physical therapy appointment for a knee injury) about her appt. She came out and started asking who was at the BBQ. Was so and so there? He must have only heard the last couple of names and asked "oh, was it with your running friends?" I simply said "no," and went in the house.
Tonight I have a softball game and will probably go out with some teammates afterwards as usual. I have nothing planned for the weekend besides cleaning my house and maybe some yard work and grocery shopping. I'm not used to working full-time and I've been subbing everyday for the past few weeks. I should make a point to do at least one fun thing this weekend! Also, talked to some of my friends last night and we are going to plan a girls night (Painting with a Twist!).
It is H's birthday on Saturday. I'm sure the girls will want to get him something and we'll get a cake and and maybe go to dinner...not sure yet.
Hopefully the weekend will bring good things for everybody!
Last edited by lost18; 04/10/1501:45 PM.
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since
