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Thank you so much for your perspective on this Zues.

I too have felt that I don't want to give in to an easy chemical fix. I have never done well with medicines that I have taken, I am the one who gets nightmares, depression, and uncontrollable thoughts when I have taken medicine before. So I avoid them - no pain killers, no cold medicine. So I do worry about starting something like this.

But stabilization would be such a benefit to me right now. Maybe this would get me back on track.

Your description of this makes sense to me.

Thanks again for being so generous with everyone here.