Is there a bottom?

[Ahoy]

bravo -- you are going to be okay. You're already doing things to be okay -- cutting back on finances, putting out job applications. I know things seem bad now, but take the long view. Yours is the only post I've responded to in a while. I can tell you're hurting, and just wanted you to hear a friendly voice. You have skills, resources, and motivation -- and two kids who are counting on you to be okay and show them how it's possible to emerge from this garbage stronger than ever. You'll get there.