thanks for checking in folks. no there is no chance to recover, it was resign or the alternative. i don't really have anyone around me. there are some folks back home but that's just it, they r back home.

so today i've turned off the cable, cancelled gym membership, cut out parts of my car insurance, filed around 20 applications and tried to keep from driving into the river.

these are the times life partners are for.

when will it end?


M40 XW35
M11 T15
S9 D5
Bomb 6/3/14
Papers del 10/3/14
D final 12/5/14

I wish I could love you and make you believe it
'Cause that's all you ever wanted
From me