Catching up with you, it looks like we are somewhat in same boat - I'm waiting any day for my H to get 'er done. It's hard. I admire your consistency and attitude.
How do you feel about it lately? Will you welcome it, the relief, if and when he filed? Do you wish for your H anymore (sans OW) or is that a level of detachment you've reached?
Mid 30's Psych-abusive M with violent tantrums from XH D 9/15; NC forever on
