Thought about these feelings. They might also be a gift of God. To a) show me another life b) to show me exactly why and how W is feeling.
I'm just super reflective right now. Maybe because today I'm off and bored as hell too lol...

Me 32 (German) Wife 28
T 3yrs M 2yrs
Moved to US for W
No kids
BD 6/2014
In house separation
Confirmed EA 1/2015
(ongoing since BD)
OM not ready
Real D talk started 1/27/15