Here's to a new day. I'm sad, just as sad as ever. But if I want anything in life, it's got to come from inside me. It's got to be true to myself. I have an addiction, and I let it ruin something pure and innocent in my life. But I'm not going to let it rule the rest of my life. If my W doesn't want to be here so be it. I can't change that, I can only be me, and move forward. I'm really going to fight this, and it's going to take all my patients and all my time. But sooner or later, I will walk away with a better life.
