I am mostly sorry you had to read those texts. My experience was the same, I don't read them anymore as they just bring me down. Remember that when she wrote those, she was just not "herself" and was deep in the fog. People do all kinds of crazy and irrational things in the moment.
My WW has not responded to my L letter either. I will let the L handle it. So far, she has not hired a L yet.
