No, I'm not sure he saw her. It's totally possible he didn't. It was more like having a sad moment for my D... I wonder how it felt for her to see her dad walking down the street (rather than in her home when she wakes up). I didn't mean that he intentionally ignored her. If he did intentionally ignore her, it might have been because he would have been uncomfortable with me seeing him with this woman on his way to work. She's not someone random... she is someone he's known/been friends with since soon after we were married. ..and I often felt uncomfortable with their friendship. If they are in a relationship, at least I'll know my suspicions had a basis in reality.

I had a pang of sadness when my mind started spinning. ... thinking about how he was pining for this woman while we were married, thinking about how, if they end up together, they will likely have kids (she's much younger). But I'm trying to stay in the moment and be grateful for what I have. I don't even know for sure if they are dating. But he's got plenty of great qualities... and i hope he will find someone who can bring out the best in him.


Me 38 H 40
D 3
T 8 M 6
BD 10/2013