"and if i haven't said already, I have been disrespectful of her and mistreated her in general. Just not particularly this one"
Still trying to insist you're right. Pig = disrespect. Go ahead and ask for a show of hands from those on the forum if calling their spouse a pig isn't disrespectful. If they think like you and say it's not, I'll stand down.
I sense a real lack of empathy from you.
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