Job, thanks for your advice. You are always here for me and I appreciate it so much, you cannot even imagine.

H never used my BIL as a sounding board. This is something different this time. But… In no way I have any expectations here. I totally agree that if he is into something, he would have to come to me and talk about stuff. My personal opinion, that H was just tasting the waters to see if my family has any issues with him. I think the meeting with my BIL was the prof that my family has no bad feelings. They just want me to be happy, but they are not judging H. Well, to me they keep saying that he is a fool, LOL.

I know H is still confused. He will keep looking for a solution to his problems until he figures it out. All I know for sure that he is not going to find anybody better than me. Unless… he changes so much that he is impossible to resist… hahaha… And any woman would love to be his companion… And even then, there will nobody better than me. How about this kind of PMA!

Job, I agree that I will have to let him know when I want to use the condo. It just never was a problem before. He was either not there, or he moved out. This time he doesn’t want to move out. There might the reasons for that. It could be that he promised somebody else a free room, or whatever. I’m ok with that. I contacted my friends over there and they are arranging a place for me to stay for a moderate fee. And my GF is going with me. She had a house over there, but there are some problems with water. I don’t want to stay at the house that doesn’t have running water, so I will take my friend’s offer.

We are leaving on Friday. It could be a very interesting weekend, since I, my GF and H have quite a few of common friends who are going to be there. I have no expectations, except for me having a good time.

Having an appointment to refresh my hair tomorrow! I should look my best for the weekend!


M:50
H:52
S28 (my S from previous marriage)
M:17 + 3
BD: 06/12
S: 06/12 - H works in another state