I understand avoiding thinking or talking about your sitch, I was the same way, too.
One person who really got me motivated to post more is mahhhty. And, by the way, I have to agree with his response to you.
Hang in there...we are rooting for you.
Bob
Me:55 yrs/W:51 yrs (has MS) M:14 yrs T:15 yrs No children together--3 each from previous marriages Wife Moved Out: 10/19/14 Wife Filed for Divorce: 10/20/14 Divorce Final: 10/21/15