I don't feel so strong. Too much of my angry heart holds slivers of hope that he may get his life together and pursue me. As V said, we hope for lotteries, too.
But I know I can do this. This forum is a god send, god bless it for not letting us wear our friends and families out and being full of ppl who understand.
Mid 30's Psych-abusive M with violent tantrums from XH D 9/15; NC forever on