Gg, while I agree with you that it is everything about how people feel, I disagree to an extent about proximity. The way I look at it is...forgive my analogy...
When I see her, we light the fire, and it starts to burn again. She is reminded of how it used to be, and how it can still be. But because I am not there to continue to throw kindling on it, it starts to die out. OM...is pouring water on it. How can the fire last without someone there to continuously keep it alive, and the only time it gets more kindling is once every few months?
---------------- Something I forgot to write last, was that she had mentioned she wants to start up an online journal again, together, for us to share our thoughts.
We had this when I was deployed, and it was nice to just be able to post things not directly related to the other person, but just in general how we feel.
She wants to do this again.
Idk how i feel about it, i have mixed thoughts. On the one hand, its a really good chance for me to show exactly how i feel, no strings attached, BAM this is T's feelings. I can also obviously write whatever i want and i know she'll read it...and it will give me an opportunity into her feelings as well...
On the other hand, do i really want to be that honest? Because I know she will read it and idk how much she can take.
Thoughts? Should I agree to share this journal?
Thank you guys as always, wouldn't know what I would do without you all
ME: 28 W: 24 M: 2.5yrs T: 5yrs BD: 22 SEP 14 W Leaves: 5 OCT 14
