glad things went well with the surgery - I hope the recovery time is short.
I feel very much like you stated above. I feel completely burnt out on trying and not sure if I will regain the love and attraction that I once felt. I worry that these feelings will just go away forever without effort from her.
Now, my lack of connection may just be justifying her lack of connection - which to her may justify her A. It doesn't seem like a winnable battle.
I do try to dig deep and try to find those feelings that I once had for W.
Me-45 W-44 S21, S18, D15 T-27, M-21 BD Jan 2014 PA revealed March 2014 In-house separation - April 2015 I filed - Aug 2015 She moved out Oct 2015