Haha @edz that is running and not ruining- I think I'm doing a good job keeping all afloat. it is tricky to watch the expectations when you get a little glimmer of hope but I keep telling myself not too, keeping calm and carrying on like I have. Thanks, that means a lot. I've learnt so much on the site it's unreal- a total sanity saver!
Yeah toots things are looking brighter slightly. We for sure have switched roles of him looking confident and a man about town and me crying and hanging around. To now I'm walking round head held high and confident while he is looking sad and asking me questions like where am I going what am I doing.
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
it is tricky to watch the expectations when you get a little glimmer of hope but I keep telling myself not too, keeping calm and carrying on like I have. Thanks, that means a lot. I've learnt so much on the site it's unreal- a total sanity saver! 
