I feel that way too. I haven't stopped loving my H. But I find it hard to 'imagine' us together again. And is that what I really want? It's hard to stay loving in the face of WAS behaviour, so it's understandable to feel confused.

I think RD is right to suggest patience and letting your feelings settle. surprising things can happen and time will tell for us all.

((Pink))

T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus