Maybe just give yourself a bit of 'time off' and enjoy the many good things in your life. There's no pressing need to focus on your M right now.
I'm with you on the detachment thing. Starsky said that for him, the detachment part was easy, it was the 'loving' detachment that was harder. Fact is, many of our WAS's aren't that 'lovable' to us right now. Feelings can change though - we know that....
((NH))
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus