Sometimes I feel like an idiot. I have a beautiful wife that I love and I do feel loves me, I have two amazing Ds, I love my in-laws, we have a great set of friends, we even have great neighbors. My house is paid for, I have a good job with a good company, and my health is excellent. What in the world do I have to be unhappy about?
And despite all that, I look at her, and I feel...nothing. None of that connection that she harps on constantly. As recently as a few weeks ago I wold have said that the lack of connection was entirely on her side. Last week I got treated to hearing yet again how she can't figure out how to get unstuck off him and turn her feelings back to me. I heard that and it didn't even phase me. Maybe I've finally reached the level of detachment I should have reached months ago. I still feel like I'm the one doing most of the heavy lifting, and I'm really tired of that.
Maybe I just have M fatigue right now
Last edited by NH115; 04/08/1511:32 AM.
Ex Rzrback Me 43 Her 44 D11, D15 T21, M19 BD 9/9/2014 Piecing
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