Hi Pink. Nice to hear from you. Sounds like a fantastic time with your Ss Your thoughts re H reflect a lot of how I feel. You love them but can't see a way back for them , if that's what they want one day. I think you just have to be patient with yourself and let your feelings settle. Your whole energy comes across when you post about your boys and the holiday. It's lovely to read
Take care of yourself and your kids. take care. Rd