W & S just left so on my tod again (working from home today which is lovely with all this sunshine in my window), again tomorrow as im off to go with w to a tutor (more in a mo) and in the office friday.
Good evening all in all last night, son wasnt too settled as he's a little deep in thought on the subject of what happens when you die (he's a deep 10 year old) but once he went off tucked him in and crashed out myself, had a good sleep.
Texted w this morning to see if she was heading round at 10 then got my usual morning done (no exercises this morning as I was feeding s and getting him sorted before work, will do it later or leave as im at yoga - gulp - tonight). W actually turned up at 9:30 apparently mil is round using the washing machine which spurred her to go early!
As I mentioned w/mil/fil/s are off to relatives this weekend so w gave me the key and asked could I feed her cat (sadly not a euphamism) so will be popping in, nice to see the other one again - miss her too, nice to be trusted as well. W did say she didnt know what to tell mil if she asked whos feeding the cat, just said tell her the truth, she said she'd go nuts, said well thats tough its your home but I dont want to cause issues. She's standing firm though (right now) that she wants me to do it regardless and she'll handle her mother. Not reading anything into it as she may well just avoid the conversation and say "a friend", either way not a biggie to me what she says, her action shows trust thats nice for me to see - made the whole "friends only" thing clear in the past anyway no need to dredge that up again.
Made w some toast and coffee as she hadnt had breakfast and had a headache, we were discussing s and his fears, separation anxiety (s not w) and a few other bits and bobs.
They're off for a day at various friends/playdates now anyway.
Will be around there tomorrow to pick w & s up to go up to a session with a potential tutor to help him with maths and some more advanced stuff w isnt confident in, feels good to be getting involved in this as its something pre bd i'd have left to w - yes, it shows a 180 to w but it also just feels good.
Other than that work for the rest of today possibly a haircut but may leave that until the weekend as I need to have an itenary since I wont have s.
Feeling ok, sunny and buoyant. Nothing on r from w but then wasnt expecting it and every encounter cant be about her opening up. I dont have the crash afterward I used to have which makes me feel Im doing better if nothing else.
Anyway, on with the day!
M:44, W:46, S:10 M 13 years, T 15 BD:23/7/2014 W/S Moved to MIL: 23/7/2014 My new place: 21/11/2014 W/S back to flat 22/11/2014 W coming closer, talking 4/2015 Piecing 5/2015 Moving in again 6/2015
