Glad the surgery went okay. I agree with Train - it's not surprising you feel that way. I feel the same sometimes.

Cadet posted elsewhere that we put our love in a box and we put that box on a shelf. And if our S wants to work on the M, we can get it down, open it up and have a look at it again.

There's no rush to decide on anything, other than who and how you want to be going forwards. Maybe just let these feelings sit with you for a while.

Glad to hear you are doing okay :-)

T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus