Hey Pink - good to hear from you - sounds like you've been having a good time with those lovely boys of yours. It's great that they enjoy spending QT with you!

I think you did well with H. You know that he will be in touch at some point, and he will look at you with those big (brown?) eyes. And your heart will start to melt a little. But you also know what happens next and that this is the start of the continual 'loop.' So you did well to resist that. It isn't easy.

You sound concerned that your H may consider a possible move to France. Is that mindreading on your part? I wouldn't spend time worrying about that. It's something you can't control after all my friend.

You are an inspiration Pink. So full of life, passion, fun, energy and kindness. I feel blessed to know you on these boards, and feel we are 'sisters' on this DB journey.

Keep on moving forwards lovely Pink - you've got this.....X

T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus