It's a nightmare. Wake me up.

[BW911]

Koalada, once again.... I feel ya brother. It sure is hard to GAL. Especially when you've dedicated and spent so much of your time and life with her. Im in the same boat. I allowed myself, over the years, to drift from MY friends, to get out of MY hobbies, the things that really helped define who I was. So now, trying to get back to those things, is extremely hard. But, its worth the work and effort. Not for her, she'll see it.... but for you.

Time is your enemy during this stuff and is your friend. It doesnt move fast enough and it also allows you to slowly feel better.