Oh, I wish I was handling this well. I'm trying, but I am so confused, hurt, angry. Part of me wants to do whatever I have to to save this marriage and the other part of me is ready to give up. I'm really trying to GAL, have a PMA, act like I am fine when I am dying inside. Sometimes I don't know when to STFU.

Me:36 H: 29
T: 4 years
M: 2 years
No kids
In-house sep 10/4/14
H moved out 1/2/15
Talk of D 4/9/15

"She's standing on a line between giving up and seeing how much more she can take" John Mayer