I haven't been posting positives and do need to do that more often. Becuase I am doing fine and for the most have been doing fine.
Asked H if he had plans for Saturday night and he said "probably" and I said oh that's too bad I have a babysitter and wanted to take you out to eat for your birthday (which was in December). We talked a little more and I said so you have plans for Saturday and he said well not for sure. Even if H does come up with something to do without me I will do something, also.
March madness is upon us and our basketball team is playing Friday night. I have a babysitter lined up for tomorrow night so that H and I can go and watch the game at a sports bar. I told H I was trying to arrange this, also.
It seems H liked OW's ambition, meaning she'd arrange things for them to do. BUT she didn't have a child either. (And to complain I would TRY to do this for H and me, but H would never want to do anything with me or he'd say no and then change his mind--this was always frustrating! And why is the mother the one that has to make the sitter arrangements.)
So I'm hoping H and I can spend sometime together this weekend.
H had his doctor appt. yesterday, they did xrays/blood tests so hopefully they can find what's really wrong with H. Although I'm sure H didn't tell them about his heavy drinking.
Doc: Do you drink? H: Yes Doc: Once a week, twice a week? H: Yes, about that. Doc: How many drinks a night? H: A few... ME: ...gallons!!!!
