Confused and mix messages. Part 3

[Cherry]

He laid there afterwards stroking at my skin. Putting his head on my lap and stuff. The discussions we had seemed positive and it became more of a should we work at this.
Made sure today I didn't message him. He wasn't home by usual meal time- so I went ahead and ate. He came home about 2.5 hours late. I didn't ask where he was. I know we shouldn't expect anything but maybe I'm not fully detached or a but of me was hoping things would be a bit more positive after yesterday. But he is in a right mood, barely says a word- won't even look me in the eye. Whereas yesterday we were acting like a pair of teenagers- we'd catch each other's eyes and be smiling and giggling. I kept myself happy and positive sounding even in the few words said. But I dunno. This whole thing is difficult.

@hwkies it was tough, it's like you just get taken away in the moment and after feeling so lonely and missing him so much the day before, it's like I just wanted to grab at any chance of being in his arms. Still working at me though, been out GALing again. Trying to keep my mind well and truly occupied.