Focused on Me and My Son 2

[Sherman333]

So I'm at work and starting to think I've developed a bad habit. During the entire situation, the only place I felt I could fall apart a little was my office. At home I had to show strength or be attacked. Plus my son was dependent on me to be consistant for him so he didn't get even more upset.

But at work, I'm still having trouble the emotions and just don't have the desire/energy to do much. The afternoons are the worst (especially when they're her nights with my S7). It's starting to really annoy me and I'm not sure what to do about it. When it gets too bad I get up and walk around the facility.

How long does this take to settle down? I know I need to grieve the loss, but I really need to be productive too.