It's a nightmare. Wake me up.

[25yearsmlc]

So my conclusion of this night is:

1) accept the fact that she fell in love and made her decision. You can not do anything about it.
2) do what you have to do, to become a better Koalada, without the intention to impress or convince her. The changes are for you and your future. She might be part of it or not. She might like the changes or not.
3) be honest to yourself about your shortcomings during the M, work on those points and become a better husband in the future.
4) follow the LRT and the 37 rules and see what happens.

What do you think? Did I hit the pot at least once?

I think this^^ sums it up pretty well. Living it is another thing. And we all stumble at times.

What matters is that we get up again. So, Keep on keeping on.

Be the best father you can, now and forever. That will always be the right choice.