"I still love her and want to be a family again. I just don't see how that will ever happen as she just continues to go on with life."

I think this is where DBing is counter intuitive - because we all know that pursuit is likely to 'close the deal' on D. But if she 'continues to go on with life' unimpeded by you - there's more chance that the A may fizzle out, and your M may start to look more attractive and so on. Who knows - but MWD is clear on what not to do at least.

Best of luck with things Errod - you've got this...

T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus