BW911: thank you for the uplifting words. It feels so good not to be alone in this. Sometimes I am totally losing myself in her. In love songs this sounds good, but in reality it is not that exciting. To focus on myself and to move on sounds strange to me, because I was / am dependent on her. I know it is the right thing to do GAL and to detach. Isn't it weird that one can be so resistant to the idea of becoming an independent and strong person? Why would I rather be a dependent and weak man? Those are rhetorical questions right now and I am afraid that the answers will bring with them a lot of work to do.
Regarding my colleague, I am working for the youth welfare office. And she is responsible for calculating the maintenance payments. But I am sure that the structures are a bit different in every country.
Folks, thank you so much for your support. I hope that I can do the same one day for others.
Ok, S10 is waiting. He's with me for a night.
Me 46 W 45 S16 D14 S10 M 20 yrs in June T22 12/14 sleeping in different rooms 01/07/15 she said she wants a separation 02/26/15 I moved out
